I remember this one time I think that it was raining although its hard to remember I’ve always had a hard time with the weather but I think that you were wearing blue I think it was a dress but I never really knew how to tell blue from purple but anyway the restaurant was closed and we walked quite a ways I’m not sure we ever ate at least not on that day though I also remember lots of dinners I stared across the table at you your feet would come across sometimes without a shoe and you always had the nicest shoes even when you left them in hall and I would trip but never fall because you’d catch me - you were always there to catch me

I’m sorry if this isn’t making any sense unless it is but I just can’t tell anymore
And I’m sorry if I seem to just go on and on but nothing makes sense at all since you’ve been gone

And I remember this one time I think it was Christmas but it might have been Thanksgiving anyway I’m sure that there was pumpkin pie cause it was always your favorite and the sparkle in your eyes when we raised our glass of eggnog to each other reminded me of nights like that rainy night if it really was raining and lots of other days and nights when you would hold my hand and walk me down the street to somewhere and you took my hand that Christmas if it really was Christmas to walk me down the hall and I had had one too many and I stumbled but I didn’t fall cause you were always there to catch me - you were always there to catch me

I’m sorry if this isn’t making any sense unless it is but I just can’t tell anymore
And I’m sorry if I seem to just go on and on but nothing makes any sense since you’ve been gone

And I remember when I had to say goodbye and they wouldn’t let the kids into the hospital I still don’t know why so I took it on myself to say goodbye for them and cry for them and I took you by the hand and saw the sparkle in your eye I swear I smelled the smell of pumpkin pie and felt the touch of little raindrops and then I had to leave and had to hold myself up against the wall and I’ll have to hold myself up now I don’t what to do cause there’s no one there to catch me - you were always there to catch me